Jesus Christ took me from out of the Darkness, and brought me into the Light. I was so messed up, and the devil thought he had my soul. I was so deep in my mess I didn't think I could be saved. I lived a s*xual Life style, even outside of my Marriage once when I was married. I lived in the clubs three to four days a week. I drank, smoke, and had a very nasty mouth. I would go out on Saturday nights and come in around 3 or 4 o'clock am in the mornings. And then I would go to church that Sunday morning. I had pretend that I had been studying the word of God. Being that good girl you can say behind close doors. It's one thing you can pretend to fool some of the people some of the time, but cant fool all the people all the time. But the really Hit is when you cant fool God not at all. Because God is a all knowing God. God sees all things in our life all the time. He knows what we are thinking before we do anything. And what we are going to speak before anything comes out of our mouths. I did not have at the time have a Personal Relationship with Christ Jesus; as I do today. I was called a Carnal Minded person. I did the [Roman 10:9-10] I confess my sins one day when It was brought to my attention. But I refuse to allow God to be LORD over my life. I was still living a sinful life, and still called myself a Christian. I was a single woman, had been married twice. I had committed Adultery doing one of my marriages. I was justifying everything I was doing in my sinful living. Blaming any and everyone of my own messed up behavior. Not taking the responsibility of my own actions. I find that I can not and you can not play with God. Yes God is a forgiving God. I had sowed a lot of bad seeds back then, and I am today reaping some of those benefits today. Yes I sown good seeds as well, and I have reap from of those benefits to. I was doing things that was not pleasing to God, and knew Right from Wrong. I was enjoying the Sin. Let me say this that it was my flesh and I was feeding it every time it cried out for more sin,
and it was enjoying every taste of it. That is why we must stave the Flesh and feed the Spirit. Amen! Today I study the word of God everyday, as much as I need it. And I pray daily; keeping a communication between me and the Heavenly Father. I go to and fellowship with others. And I get around those who are Belivers in Christ Jesus. And not only talking the talk but they are walking it as well. Amen! I wanted to share this testimony to whosoever that may benefit the good from this testimony. Hoping that if someone maybe out of order, need to get back in order; maybe someone out here that may not be Saved. And want to know what must they do to be Saved. You may think that there is no way out of the mess that you are in. You living in darkness, the devil is telling you that God doesn't love you, and that he cant use anything like you for the Kingdom of God. Let me tell you right now that is a lie! I am a Living wittiness that God is forgiving and He do forgive us of all our sins. The devil wants your soul, that's why Jesus Christ states that the devil comes to Steal, Kill, and destroy us. I came to God asking for Repentance. Romans 10:9-10. Jesus is waiting for you, just as he had been waiting for me for such a long time. Today my mess is my message
today to share with whosoever that need to know that Jesus Christ will take you just as you are. You don't need to come all dress up to come to Him. Come as you are messed up and all broken. If anyone that is out here that are backslider, and yes there are many Christians that has become backslider. He will take you back as well, you too has to come to Him with a Confession from out of your mouth. Not just thinking about it in your mind thought, but out of your mouth of those sins that you have committed. This is only part of my testimony. But today I had to let you as the people know that we must have a testimony to be able to tell our life story to the people that are lost. Living in darkness, we all have had or still have some junk in our trunk. Amen! I have been delivered from a lot of those nasty sins. I wanted Christ Jesus to be LORD over my life, not someone eles to control my life. But for Christ Jesus to be the controller over my life. Not me
doing what I want to do or think what is right for me. I am today in process, I have not arrived, and none of us has. But while I am here I am growing Spiritual each day for the good of the LORD. I know who I am today, and I know Who's I am. So don't you want to know who you are, and Who's you are? I can now walk with my head up looking up to Christ Jesus. No longer walk with shame with my head hailed down any longer. I stand boldly in the Name of Christ Jesus that I am a Daughter of the Almight KING. And He loves me with the love of Agape! And I Love what I see in Me. So come on and allow Jesus Christ to Save you. Thank you and Be Bless. Agape :)
" JOY is an inward stability that God through Jesus Christ, fortified by the Holy Ghost on Betty's behalf has already worked it out! " TM
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